I've mucked up quite a few times in the last few years. Being out of school and without a job has given me lots of time to thinking about said times. I've basically had my head in the past for the last few months and quite frankly, I'm tired of feeling like shit over things I know I can't change. I'd love to apologize to the people who I hurt, but they're either out of my life now, it's too late, or even both. They may never forgive me, and that's okay. I'm not asking them to. But I need to move on. I guess writing this is just part of the process.
I tend to be really hard on myself. I kick myself for selling old video games, and I'm angry